Emotional update

Hey guys =) Here is my update. It has been a crazy. But through this week i realized a lot things which took me quite a while to really realize it.

1) I do have great friends here

I just come to realize this because i feel that i haven been appreciating all of my friends here and back at my hometown. Because of my anger and quickness to judge people. Caused me to think other wise of my friends. And what i did was i posted my apologies to my friends in FaceBook to show that how much i appreciate them and how much am I sorry for the things i have done in the past.

2) Realized why God put me here

To be honest i'm still not really used to the life here in KL. But is getting better now. And through my life here. I realized that my purpose here is to actual to have an opportunity to serve God by bringing people to come and know Him. I have been sharing my testimony to people and i have friends that actually wonder why am I so into God. And because this and through the face to face conversation. I actually brought one of my friend to church and She accepted Jesus Christ. Though is not an easy task. But i believe that God his ways. And all i need is to trust in Him.

3) Have no time for myself.

My life here is getting more and more busy and more and more complicated. At the same time I don really have time to contact my friends back at KK. And they actually felt that i'm forgetting about them. Well to be honest, I'm so caught up by my life here that i actually put my old friends to a side. I do miss you guys. But at the same time I have a lot going on here. Test and assignments is one thing. But i do have friends which i need to look after and help out. Though things might not seem much. But it is complicated. Will let you guys know ones I get back. And i'm sorry that i lost contact.

I know i did screw things up. But i am trying to fix things. I guess what i'm lacking is.

I need to care for others more than i care for myself.

I know somehow will ask why am i so emotional all of a sudden.

Lets just say I learned a lot. Through the hard way.

And God is the one who guide me through it and help me to realized my purpose here.

Thats all for now.

God bless.

I miss you both.

They are at the east. And I'm at the west.

Though we are far apart. But they remain in my heart.

I miss them. Till is tempting to cry.

Though they scold me.

Though they nag me.

Though they control me.

Though they hit me.

Though they are paranoid at times.

Be surprise. I actually miss all of the above.

Cause they remind me of the things i did wrong.

And when i'm afraid of them. I obey.

I miss seeing my mom watching Astro and cooks for the family.

I miss having my dad in my room and does his work next to me while i play games online.

Now I'm living in a place where I actually have to go through things myself.

Truth be told. I am afraid. I'm not as strong as I look.

But one thing is for sure God is always there.

And I know i shall not fall.

I miss you mom and dad. And thank you.

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Introducing The Double Emo

Ladies and Gentlemen ! Introducing the new generation of emotional peeps. Be advised. The following lifes of these two nonsense doubles will somehow make you go

(=.=) or (+.+) or (T.T) or (O.O) or (O.o)

Introduction The Female EmoOoooo

Name : Mar lynn Tim

From : West Malaysia

Age : Shall not be mentioned. =D

Favorite line : " IS SO FLUFFY ! I"M GONNA DIE", "GO JUMP OFF A BUILDING LA", "HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAH", " LOLOLOL".

Emo name : Emo Ninja ! Wajah !

Introducing The Male EmoOoooo

Name : Ng Christopher

From : East Malaysia

Age : 19 =D

Favorite line : "JUST DIE ALREADY", "OKAY MAH ?", "OH SHIT !", "UGH !"

Emo name : Spikey Emo ! Watah !

This is what you get if you combine east and west Malaysia peeps together. We create fun and laughter. Random and lame. Sad and emo. Gossip and gossip. =D Though we only know each other for a short term of time. But somehow i felt like i known her longer than that. Though we have our differences and issues. But we are able to find joy and laughter through each other. And not forgetting to mention WE LOVE GOD. Sharing is Caring. Caring is Loving. =D I have found a friend that i can really connect to. I don care what other people say and think. All i know is that i'm thankful.

A picture i edited =D

My perception of SS

There are many people that dislike it when guys take pictures of themselves. But i don understand what is wrong with that ? Is it wrong for guys to have (SS pictures) ? Well for me maybe because is our culture. Maybe some people don like it when they see either guys or girls take picture of themselves. And worse of all. They give their rude comments about the picture.

Comments:

"is fugly"

"so SS"

"Don know how to SS then better don"

"Seen yourself in the mirror lately ?"

I mean is way too rude for them to actually say those things. But at the same time, the people in the picture cant say much about the comments. Mainly because they are afraid that it might spoil their reputation. And maybe rumors might go on in school or college.

But for me i wouldn't care much about it. Cause if i don want people to say bad things about my picture. Then i would just take nicer pictures. Maybe some of you guys are saying i'm not photogenic and i don know how to take nicer pictures. Well, my perception about this is don care about what other people say. Cause what matters the most is what you think of it. But i'm not saying everyone should take bad pictures of themselves all the time. What i'm trying to say is have more confident in yourself and just smile. Is that simple. =) I like to take picture of myself not because I really like the way

i look. Is for the fun of it and show that God made me this way.

Some pictures of me

A shot taken by a friend of mine =)

Angle shot =D

Trying to look emo =D

Playing with my fingers =D

My new hair style =D

Gossip Girl ! yes you are ! =D

This is a shout out to the girl that calls me dude all the time ! =D

Me B.F.F material guy/girl sorta-like-ish friend. Hahaha. In yo face mar lynn !

HAHAHAHAH !!!! LOLOLOLOLOL !!!! inspired by mar lynn =)

Anyways, through out my college life here. There's been a lot drama going on.

And for those who know me well enough. ME NO LIKE DRAMA. (cina slang) =D

All of sudden an unexpected girl comes towards and tells me how pissed she is.

And then it started from there. She's pissed. I was pissed. We both pissed.

After talking to her and get to know her a little bit more. We end up gossiping =D

YES ! THATS RIGHT ! WE ( let repeat ones more ) WE GOSSIP !

We talk junk. We talk crap. We talk loads of crap. Hahaha. And we end up laughing like crazy.

"Like put your hands in the air !

And laugh it like we just don care !"

Hahahaha

But i realize she's a type of person which i can really talk to and she is willing to listen.

And i'm really thankful and appreciate to have a friend like MAR LYNN in my life =)

Anyways. Imagine ! we only known each other for 2 months. And we're already like.

Chris : eh. you'l never guess what happened last night.

Marlynn : Wat ? wat ? wat ?! O.O tell me

Chris : ( tells story )

Marlynn : OMG ! wth ! wtf ! seriously wei ?

Chris : ya la ! Ugh ! can you imagine the position i'm in ?

Marlynn : Chillax dude. Don pekchek ( "means stress or angry" i think la )

Chris : silents*

Marlynn : Don emo la~ come lets go find good food =D

Chris : Where to eat ?

Marlynn : Asia cafe ?

Chris : Ban mee again ?

Marlynn : OMG ! i wan ban mee ! screams*

Chris : Despo for ban mee la u !

Marlynn : looks at chris with this face* =.=

Chris : Don give me that face.

Marlynn : Uhhuh !

Chris : Uhhuh Uhhuh ! thats all u can say ah ?

Marlynn : Uhhuh !

Chris : Beh tahan ! =.=

Marlynn : Hahahahaha. fun ler annoying you !

Chris : Ish ! best friend konon !

Marlynn : Haha ! best fren sure have annoy to make fun de mar.

Chris : Hahahahaha ! true also la

Both : MUAHAHAHAHAHA !

Thats how our conversation goes. =D but you guys will never know the most of it.

Anyways. Marlynn your awesome ! Thank you for everything.

Here's a BIG GINORMOUS HUGS TO MARLYNN !

Hugsuntillyouactuallydie ! =D just kidding.

God bless you !