sunday..8th 0f feb

something scary happen two days ago...i went to church and power house..
then it was time to go home...
i asked a few question to bobby and susan...
then so paying attention to what they were saying i forgot that i was holding a bible on my hand...
and also wearing a cross chain...
then when i reach home...i saw my mom chanting in the house...
then quickly turn back and hide my bible under the car...
but i forgot to take my chain..then when my saw she asked me why am i wearing a cross chain and she asked me to take it off...
so i take it off without saying anything....
then she scold me saying that people in church brainwash me ans say that i can never go church again....
i was so upset......but i was more concern about the bible outside my house....
so when my mom went upstairs...
i quickly bring in the bible and bring it up to my room and hide it in my closet...
i was so panic...
then i was upset about what my mom said about i can never go church again..
but then i thought...the only way for me is to pray...
and after the whole thing i feel like there's a lot of pressure...
and i dont how long i keep this secret form my parents....
but i am also worry about how would my parents react when i tell them...
but i guess i have to leave it all to GOD...i believe that he will guide me through it all...
and i will pray hard....and hope for the best....