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I'm standing up...

Hi guys...just came back from school...last saturday night there was a youth meet at bccm at CKS there...it was great...i enjoy every minute of it...
but the thing they were focus on was CF...christian fellowship...is a activity at school where students who are christian would like pray and do devotional together in the morning or in the afternoon...
so i'm from la salle... and la salle doesn't have CF...and in the youth there were only two people are from la salle....
me and my friend murphy...and on that night we prayed that we start CF in our school....
so today when i went to school...i discuss with murphy about starting CF at our school....
and i felt that there was something stopping him...
and that is shyness and fear...
so i told him that starting this would be a good chance for you to increase your self-essteam...
and he agreed...

now i need your to tell me how does the whole CF process goes...
any suggestion or advice, do let me know.....i would really appreciate that ^^

9.21 p.m post

My life feels so quiet now...there is nothing around that will make me sad or anything that will make me smile...is just me right here...
my birthday is coming up..don't even know am i celebrating this year...turning 18...hmm....don really feel like...
Do i sound emo ?? hmm.....i know i'm a happy go lucky guy...
but nowadays i'm just a lil different...no one can see it...
just pray that God will show me a way...and i will change for the better...
Thats all i want...

Hmmm...

There are a lot of things i wanna say...but really don know how to put it in words...
maybe is my problem.. should i be this way... i know is annoying...but i guess i cant help it...
maybe i should back off....that would be probably for the best...
but i find it very hard...but no one understands....cause no one is around to actually know what is it like to be me....


IF YOU ALL DONT UNDERSTAND....I APOLOGIZE...I DONT KNOW HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS...

Hey guys...hope you guys enjoy reading my new updates...is been quite a while since i update my blog...here is a pic of the recent me...took by jia jun..hahaha...look ok only la...


At secret recipe...em...danielle's snow cap...hehehe

Pics for now...hahaa

During devotional....i didnt realize she took this pic...hahaha

em....hahaha

second shot

The Leadership Camp

This camp !!!! is most the annoying,tiring camp that i have ever been too.....
But !!!! is the most funnest,happiest,exiting,hard thinking camp i ever been too !!!
ha ha ha ha...

On the first day when first arrive, i wasn't expecting anything big.. cause the first activity was easy..em is like we have to stand on top of a mattress and we have to flip it over without stepping on the floor and falling..
F.Y.I 10 people standing on top of mattress and trying to flip it is not easy...and when we found out their taking our phone i was like no !!!!!!
NO PHONE NO LIFE..hahaha...kidding....

On the second day...we had to learn how to cook our own food and start our fire...and it was so hard trying to start the fire....
i took us 40 minutes to do that...and we had to keep fire burning...to that we cant stop fanning the fire...and luckly we have jia jun there to cook...hahha..
and in the we successfully cook lunch...hahaha..
there are picture of the activity...i'l post it when i got it..hahaha
and after is hiking...it was so scary..the journey was so dangerous... but luckly, our guide shone help us through the whole thing...for your info we were going to the water falls...once we reach there we all jump in the waters and just enjoy the water fall...it was so worth an hour of hiking !!!

And is night time..i was so happy at first that bobby is driving us out to buy our own food at inanam pasar...when we got back and was ready to eat...the bad thing happen....
they swap our food and ask us to eat it and we must finish it...i was so angry...and i didn't eat my food at all...
so i was waiting for a good explanation for this...and i did told them i was angry...then they told us whats the reason for this..
"sometimes things do not go how you plan it, only God knows whats best for you..and we must be thankfull for what we have"
after hearing this i feel much better...cause there is good reason for all this...

On the third day..we had an activity where ther is two groups and a few of the people were blind folded and we had to bring them through some obstacles...
and we learn that in a team we need to trust and care for each other...cause if we don't do that we wont be able to do anything...
And at night they bought food for us..and we knew there was a catch to it...and there was enough food to share...and we did, we applied what we learn during the camp on the dinner...
and we learn we have to put some one first before us and care for one another..and after dinner we played a game called mafia !! i'm really bad at that game...hahaha...but it was really fun...oh ya !!! remember when play mafia beware of the majimbuns...hahaha

And is the last day of the camp...T.T haha...breakfast!!! this something new...we had take two slice of bread and put in everything that is on the table...eggs,hot dog,kaya,butter and the rest i forgot already...jia jun didn't like it...and we did something weird...we mix tomato sauce,soya sause and kaya together and we dip chips and eat...hahahaha...yum !!!!!

after that we went swimming at the pool...it was fun...we took a lot pictures...me and joei was the best ones...hahaha...matthew i wan those pics !!!! hahaha...please and thank you....
em....then we went back to shalom....we packed everything then we left NULUHON GARDEN...thats the name of the place we stayed in....
em...then there was another activity and that is....
one person has memories a picture and that person has to describe that picture to another person and he or she has to remember and describe it to the next person...and the last person has to draw it....we learn that we need to know each other strenghts and plan well...

well,thats just about it...em...if i left anything i'l post another one again...hahaha