9.21 p.m post

My life feels so quiet now...there is nothing around that will make me sad or anything that will make me smile...is just me right here...
my birthday is coming up..don't even know am i celebrating this year...turning 18...hmm....don really feel like...
Do i sound emo ?? hmm.....i know i'm a happy go lucky guy...
but nowadays i'm just a lil different...no one can see it...
just pray that God will show me a way...and i will change for the better...
Thats all i want...