Recently

I don like it when my dad goes out station..My mom always get sick and stuff..
And my mom is getting lazier right now..
Usually she will cook lunch for us during the afternoon..
Now she always get me to head out to lido to buy food for her almost everyday..
I'm not saying I'm not willingly to do things for her.
But can you imagine if I'm away and how would she be like ?
I think my dad would suffer.
Saying that i don care for her and stuff..
she doesn't understand that how painful it is for me to look at her like that..
Sure she wants more people to care for her.But don until so annoying..
saying things without even thinking causes me and my dad to get angry at her.
Doing house chores when we already have a part time maid.come on..what for you hire a maid and end up washing to dishes and the clothes yourself.
Is driving me nuts these few days. I don hate my mom. But she's annoying untill i don feel like staying at home anymore.
I know is wrong to think that way and she is my mom. But i really feel like screaming =/